Sunday, April 15, 2018

Sleeping with your eyes wide open

I saw an island and I dreamt of a life in it,
I saw a house near the corner of a street,
I wonder how the warm magenta lights would elicits feelings of happiness,
I listens to certain rhythm and everything is bittersweet,
It was enough,
For a mere seconds,
It was enough

The 9th April's aftermath

You never told me before,
You were quiet and you are even quieter now,
I have silence and wrote all the words in it,
You have all the control,
You led me on, led me on,

When you were lying so still,
The air moves,
Our universe is changing,
I'm about to lose my silence,
But you are louder now,

I'm not going to stop now,
If I can feel the heat,
I can savor the cold,
I'll still be lonely,
I'll still have someone to hold me,

When you were lying so still,
I get it,
In so many words,
I knew I get it then,
When its the end,
Its the end,
What kind of ending will it be though?

Friday, April 13, 2018

About 9 April 2018

I was gone for so long and still I have found none,
I can't say my name anymore,
There is no convictions and a hell lot more confusions,
So I thought,
That love was well received,
I was wrong, why I was always wrong,
This is not what I want to feel,
Yet, I'll be sleeping like this,
Can you sleep while you drown?
I thought I had it all down,
I'm so used to it,
I thought I had it all down,
I have a one, two and three steps,
To oblivion and still breathe through it,
Oh, how I thought I had it all figure out,

I've been gone for so long,
I've been shattered but if there is pieces,
You should know that I give it all to you,
There is god and I figure He knew,
Its not enough but I only have pieces left,
Pieces won't turn into a home,
I build a fort but I can't protect myself,
If there is anything left in me,
Please, please, I gave it all to you,

I'm already gone for too long,
You said, to come home
And you said to go back,
You said its one and the same,
I only have pieces,
I guess nobody wants pieces,
I only have pieces,
Nobody needs a hollow husk,

Friday, June 3, 2016

Prayers and Answers.

All the falling rains are as it is,
The same with our fallen grace,
Answers for your prayers,
Are all the calls rejected,

For further wording, send me an invitation and your desires with it. 

Let me paint it for you.

Sunday, December 13, 2015

It burns and singed on my skin but never enough to let me down. I spoke of clarity, moments ago when you are clearly not listening. Then, I cut us off. 

Friday, June 26, 2015

Bye Adelaide


So tonight will be the last night spend in Adelaide. I'm groaning at the thought of going back to work, after a month living life languidly, I am just not ready to get back to my normal routine.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Hello June.


If there is anyone here at all. I've abandoned this blog for almost a year now, easy as everything else lose its merits and appeals after time. I have no idea what made me log in.

Haha. Of course I know what drove me to log in.

Sentiments. The never ending sentiments.


Reading my old post and was struck with wonderment.

I was better and honest. I was also miserable to no end.

I was a lot of thing and yet at the same time.

Nothing at all.

Does that make sense? Sometimes it does, it becomes one of those things that only I know.

A secret, Untold.