Tuesday, July 27, 2010


Don’t read if you hate whiner because that is what I’m about to do. Whining
Next week as my friends knew, it is the Picnic Party for Julien, congratulation Julien; you are another year older and still a year younger than me. Not that is something to be bitter about,
And yes!! I am looking forward for it! Not only because it’s a party with foods but also the day where my beloved Naz, came to town.
Months before I have met him and I can’t say exactly when… to me it is forever of not seeing his face, laughing at his joke, sulking at his comment about me and tons of love filled friendship that always succeed in bringing up smiles, laughs and tears to my face.
I have planned to spent the night and the next day together, talk and observing people like we used to,
Until yesterday my mom dropped the bomb

“I have my reunion this weekend, you have to stay home”
I was shocked and numbed. I have to bring them with me, meaning I will only have seconds to spend
Miracle is much needed.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Despicable Disapointments

Disappointments ended the day when the Fashion show is cancelled, I ‘m not much a fashionista but I was looking forward for Sandra’s new line up and of course, support, support and endless support.
The stage was held outside at Bukit Bintang and unfortunately it turned out to be a rainy night.
Ah, maybe next time.
On my way back to Shah Alam, some mother fucker (excuse my language) make a turn when it’s a little too late for that, and smashed the front part of the car. Poor Lex, she will have to take the bullet from her parent.
Ah, gloomy Sunday indeed.

But not all is gloomy, we watched Despicable Me earlier and it was hilarious, touching and utterly brilliant, the more reason why I just simply worshipped Disney’s animation.

Oh by the way, I can’t wear heels anymore,
I’ll be defected for the rest of my life.
I hope you are happy

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Oh Tag!

Adakah anda rasa anda hot?

Saya dengan muka selambanya mengisytiharkan bahawasanya saya adalah comel bukan hot tapi comel setelah mendapat ratusan testimonial dari masyarakat di Malaysia.
Terima Kasih

2. Upload wall paper pc/laptop yang anda gunakan sekarang.

3. Ceritakan pasal gambar di atas.
Antara Bff saya, ada lagi beberapa orang maaf ya tak muat semua
4. Kali terakhir makan pizza?
Tak ingat la, dalam minggu lepas mungkin

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

Can’t Stop, Won’t stop by Lindsay Lohan
If I had you by Adam Lambert

6. Apakah yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
“Like-ing” Watie
Make-up sebab lepas ni nak keluar
Dressing up
7. Selain daripada anda sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?
Afiq, Kaklong – By my family
Dinda – By my kanda obviously
Dewi – By my friends
Bear2 – By Mell, Wenda and Nana
Julieto – By Ameh
8.tag 5 orang yang anda nak tag
(Tapi aku tau mesti semua tak layan)

11. No 3 ada hubungan dengan sapa?
Zal, friends masa college dulu, Rock on Zal :DD
12. Bagaimana dengan orang no 2?
Bff time college jugak, mmuah Lex!!

13. Kata-kata cinta kepada orang no 4?
One day when I become a millionaire XD you shall make me a dress!!

14. Berikan 5 fakta yang anda tau tentang rakan yang anda tag.
Julien, seorang yang sangat cute and diva :DD But I love him all the same

Lex is my BFF!! She’s funny, outgoing and full of life! Muah!

Zal the sentimental rocker XD

Sandra is very, very talented uprising fashion designer
And most importantly a  kind, humorous and ambitious person

Jijie is my cousin, the one who turn me into a monster.
Thank you very much

Phhh… penat

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Bila Kemurungan Melanda

Satu Hari Si Nanny bertukar menajdi seekor raksaksa dan mengacau bilaukan rumah dengan teriakan marah dari mulutnya. Benci sebencinya dia bila dia bangun dan perkara pertama yg terlintas di fikiran membuat dia menangis. Si Nanny ingin sekali menangis dan menjerit tapi rasanya tekak ni dah hilang upaya untuk menjerit dan mata ini dah kekeringan.

Si Nanny sangat rindu pada mereka dan dia, sakitnya hati bila selalu terasa begini.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

There is love, pain and me

You took advantage of my inability to fight back.
I tried but I’m no good in a fight.
But I fight for you anyway; don’t you think I deserve more than just a lie?
I love you

Thursday, July 15, 2010

They creeped and never die

I wouldn’t dare to call myself a fashionista. Or to say out loud that I know fashion and that excluding the numerous ‘daa’ ‘eww’ and ‘sooo rempit’ remarks that I made to Nabil in order to piss him off.
But somehow these few months back, Najihah Hamzah awakened something in me that should be left asleep. A monster that should never be pushed forward but words and maybe's could never take me 'back'
For the Monster is awake and everyday it craves, haunted my dream. If any of you guys know how to exorcize the monster out of me, please let me know

Until then

What should i wear this Saturday?

Should i wear blue?

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Heart's desire

I dreamt about you all the time, love, my heart desire

You sketched my heart perfectly
and I knew I don't need the other

Even if it hurts to stand still

I knew you still make me smile

forlornly I stared out of the window
and smile at the sight of you
Knowing that i will never


Friday, July 2, 2010

I'll be scarred for life if my boyfriend were eaten up alive by a pack of wolves.
I mean, wouldn't you?

The storyline is simple, too simple even but if you got nothing else to watch on the weekend, go for this one.
Its not that bad : DD


Sometime i just missed those days.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Harder than Hard

Because apparently, sewing is a lot harder than i think it would

Sometime i want them so bad