Thursday, September 30, 2010


These long hours really talk
Like phantoms in the dark
Whispering lies and bitter truth
I can’t deny I’m crumbling through
The day I watched you there
Standing unnoticed you don’t care
Whatever reason you don’t want me there
I can see it, I can see you

For the first time I can see
The man who claimed that he's in love with me
I can see through his mask, he’s no different than the other one
Pledging love on and on
Maybe this time I had enough
Or maybe I’ll falter with his apology

Won’t let me drown you say
Be there whenever you say
Never to leave me alone you say

Where are those?
Promises, promises, promises

Wherever I am
You weren’t there
Whenever I needed you
Rejection is the answer
Loneliness is my perfect lover

Where are those?
Promises, promises, promises

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Si pondan pathetic

Celaru dirimu malah hitam jiwamu
Yang kau inginkan bukannya milikmu
Berkeras kau inginkannya
Menghentak lantai dengan stiletto mu
Sekuatnya ingin memberitahu
Kau yang paling tulen dari yang tulen
Cacatkan lagi dirimu dengan dengki
Hancurkan lagi jalan mu dengan fitnah
Sekuatnya kau berkata
“aku bahagia”

Aku tersenyum
“Aku juga bahagia”
Kerana takkan aku terbangun di malam hari
Termimpikan hakikat diri ini

Sunday, September 26, 2010


Trying to fix everything and the possibilities of failing never fail to haunts.  
Wish me luck

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Hear Me

Hear me cry
Once in a while
Take pleasure in it
Don’t wipe the tears
It streaked me scars
One that is invisible
One that marked me as yours

Hear me cry
Pushed me away
Take pride in it
For all the pain you caused
That is your prove
That I am yours

Hear me cry
Till I dry up
My tears won’t shed again
Take note of these eyes
For I won’t be yours again

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Honeys, Darlings and Loves

I have rendered many things useless
But you are not one of them honey
No matter how much we screw things up
We’ll always mean something to each other
Not everybody is fucked up like we are
And sure as hell not everybody is lucky like we are
So there you go,
We have the worst and the best going for us
The worst that had turned us into bitches
And yeah, they don’t wanna mess with us
The best that had land us great friends
And hell yeah, you don’t get them for free
You earn them
But I believe I was plain lucky
So honeys, darlings, loves and hearts
This one goes to you

You know who you are :D

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Fuck you, you and your stupid excuses
and fuck her too. Yeah her, your fucking mate

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Burning Me

Kadang-kadang si nanny terasa terlalu sunyi for some unfathomable reason or maybe i just want somebody who get burn for me


Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Torn 1

I wanna stop loving you
Don’t wanna be crying for you
No more drama, no more love
If you be lying to me
I take no traitor or painkiller
I’ll get it straight and up
If you do that then you’re just not my type
Make me strong, god make me make him leave
Don’t want no painkiller or that man-cheater

Just when i'm about to leave
You always standing there and i cant resist
Your i love you's
Here we go again
Sand castle relationship
We're drowning into the deep

You could've love me just the way that i am
Or maybe the change is what you want
What did you see is what you have
Take it or throw it on my face

I'm fully aware
Your glinting eyes
Appreciative of me 
Then you would say
There's a lot that i can change

Forget this heart and its poems
Because love doesnt love the one that strays
Tell me to leave if that's what you mean
Tales of love and everything that dont exist
Let me hold on to it

Credits to saying images

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I Love You

I woke up and the first thing that I would look  is my phone. I’ll be in bliss if I saw your number or your message on the screen.
I sit around and I can’t stop from checking my phone out. I wished you would call.
Every time it rings, I was hoping that it was you.
Every second is another second till I get to see you.
When you’re not here, when you don’t care
You kill me.
Again and again.