Tuesday, May 31, 2011

When I said that "I wont forget you"

I meant it.

Because you know I wont.

Never. Not In a million years
I'm sorry. Its not your fault, it's me
I'm not capable of love
I'm messed up long before i met you
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I cant feel much anymore

I'm sorry,please forgive me one day


Its empty, unknowing to sentiments
Its empty, abhorred by lights
It’s empty, it’s you and me

Monday, May 30, 2011

The Poet

Does he walk with a book in his hand?
His pen on his right pocket,
His eyes darken with rage,

Did he touch the cake?
He stared at it,
Waiting for it to talk,

Does he know the time?
He is staring at the open space again,
When people hurried back home,

Do you know him?
He talks to the air,
While his pen dancing without flair,

Sunday, May 29, 2011


Lust. Lusting. Lustfully
Leave. Leaving. Left
High. Higher. Highest
Dry. Driest

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


cuz, i'm just another girl :)


But you convinced me anyway.

Tonight, sleeping tight.

Never failed to feel lonely.

I'll make my way, make you see.

What's left of us, just a story.

Fleeting and missing.

Raven Eyes

Raven eyes, raven eyes
Why are you in disguise?
You can try, you can try
But there is nothing you can hide

I am too imperious, so deep in my perfection
You are too frivolous therefore there is some distinction
But I’m willing to risk it all
Because you took the light out of me

Raven eyes, raven eyes
You can’t escape with your lies
It’s time for you to realize
The truth in your eyes

I'm pulling you under now
Don’t say a word, don’t try to scream
It’s futile to resist me
Take my light, take it all
In exchange you'll be mine

Raven eyes, raven eyes
It’s time to throw the dice
Stop creeping with disguise
Take my light; I'll take your lies

Raven eyes, raven eyes
You are mine

You plagued my dreams

Monday, May 23, 2011

Lost 1

I bred sorrow
Like it was a love child of mine
I take all the time
In the world to satisfy
Wilted flower that meant to die

Hide and seek all the way
To the town where people pray
To all the goods and the shimmering lights
There is no logic in what we did
Just another little lost kids

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Happy little me

I am happy for that little mark you left me
It is small, insignificant almost
A trace of memory and nothing more
There, in the darkest corner of my mind
Diluted and unfeeling
Where your mark made its pavilion
To shelter me from shards of miseries
I am happy for that little memory you gave me

Friday, May 6, 2011

I’m just envious
As the sun shines on you
It’s just ridiculous
How you manage to stay beautiful
After all that you been through
You always be someone that I need
I’m envious
When you laugh, you seem to fill the world
You’re beautiful you got no contender
One in a billion

Happy Mother's Day Mama

Wednesday, May 4, 2011


How is that fair? When you lose somebody just because you’re trying to keep everybody happy?

In an instance, I lose the affection that is rightfully mine and that warm embrace you replaced it with a cold nod. 

How is that fair?

Am I just a pawn?