The sky are forming clouds and shooting ray lights
perfectly, it was one of those day where every light that shone upon is
something to be grateful for. I woke up quite early, since I’m sleeping in her
bed this morning, the spot is quite warm, a little too warm to oversleep but I
care no more for such things. I need my sleep, I need my dream. I need my
escape.
It was only yesterday or today- depends on what ungodly
hours the conversation took placed- a certain truth came to known. I was deeply
disturbed, upset but it was something that I always knew in my heart, something
that I pushed back into my mind every time a whisper of this truth echoes
inside. I can no longer avoid it neither can I face it with bravado.
I cannot be who I am not but I stand by their side, those
who do not love me for who I am. I am utterly destroyed but my wreck is in
silence. No pleas, no cries, no hands to reach out. My voice is hidden, muted,
gone.
