Saturday, January 19, 2013


The very moment when I first saw him, I felt nothing but indifference. He is not the  extraordinaire that I was hoping to meet in my youth. So I believe and was naive to look upon traits, incredible traits, that belongs to no one but my significant other.

He then, are here and there. As a friend with a wistful of disguise that I suspected on him. He was quiet and docile but relentless in his ways. My dislikes for him simmered to entirely something else.


Monday, January 7, 2013

To ponder pessimistically

I did not register to the realities nowadays, to think that another year passed and I am still this. Like last year, I spent it at work (was delivering Chicken Chop) when the clock struck 12. It was a big hurrah to the people there; there were fireworks, bands and all that hoo-hah. I was unimpressed, uninterested and mentally tired.

As for today, we celebrated another birthdays, another all-you-can-eat buffet at home, pictures were taken and memories were made. Although, I fear, in this momentary bliss, we fed off the illusion of everything is alright when it is not.

It’s bubbling slowly.