I thought I saw myself out there but no, its not even my reflection.

Its easy to lean on stereotypes. I know since its what I've done on too many accounts every time my doubts are bordering truth or I think its the truth. It might be if I hadn't made up excuses for it and as excuses go, stereotyping, typicality and cliché's helped a lot.

Getting older is shit these days. I am paranoid again.

Don't mind me.